sorry =(

God, I know I know.. Ive abandon my blog again! I'm so good for that.

I promise an update pretty soon.

Just a little for now.

Life after that reality show has been nothing but sweet. So much casting and auditions to go to. Lol. I'm having so much fun with it =)

Thats all for now yo!

I promise an awesome update soon!

Owh, but before I go..

I'd like to thank everyone that has been supporting me all the way.

I love you guys!!

xoxo

Happy October people

I've been pretty tied up with important things these pass few days.. So here is a lil update on whats been happening..

Maybelline NY's Simply Fabulous, the reality show that Ive been telling you guys about.. yea. Its finally out! It started on the 28th of September. 1 episode per day.. owh let me remind you.. 1 episode is like 5 to 6 mins so patients you guys. I know, I hate waiting as well.. But I can handle this wait =)

Today its showing the 4th episode already. So let me ask you.. Have you guys been watching? Come on, you guys have to! If you can facebook or tweet all day.. whats 5 minutes of a fabulous clip with 10 gorgeous babes in it? I did promise to entertaint you in my profile video. So dont be lazy! GO WATCH IT! lol

http://www.8tv.com.my/simplyfabulous/

Yes the link above is to that wonderful website where you can watch the webisodes!

Okay enough about that! My brother helped me set up a Vote for Steffanie group on facebook

Click this link below and do join this group and support me. Feel free to leave comments have an open discussion about the show, anything you want. And please do have your friends join this group. SPREAD THE WORD!
http://http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=136352043423&ref=mf

I want to thank my beloved brother Gary and the admins Mario and Kesher to help with the group and I'd also like to thank friends and families for having their friends to support me! I love you guys so much!

I had many people asking me about voting. Well, the voting starts on the 5th of Oct and no I don't know how its gonna look like. But I'l keep ya'l updated thats for sure. So no worries..

I'l be reviewing on the show probably in my next post so yea.. thats all for now. I believe Ive said too much..

xoxo

Wake me up when September ends..

I freakin mean it okay..!

Its been a shitty month.. seriously

wait! Before I start going on and on about how shitty things have been...

I'm watching Gossip Girl now on 8tv and guess wht??? I just saw our video promo!! haha
The webisodes have to start fast or I'd just die waiting!

So much happen this pass few days. I officially hate holidays! Not to say that I hate being home. I just hate the pressure at home. I've been told that my blog speaks negativity of myself. I believe I speak the truth.. and I don't always have something negative to say. I write with feelings.. so when i feel like shit.. i write shit.. and when I feel good.. lucky you.

Its like I've been cursed or something.. whoaa

Owh.. I'm not sure how being in love feels but I do know it makes u feel loved and it definitely makes you feel good about yourself. And I also do believe that there is no age limit for love.. right? so yea.. Just random thoughts

The only thing that seems to be going smoothly this month is school and I'm glad that it is.. It makes my life a whole lot easier..

Anyway, I don't wanna be complaining too much.. lets just see how the rest of this month goes.. btw, my lappy screen is fuckd. So you now know why i said i feel like ive been cursed.. yea..

In about 20 mins my lil brother will turn 18. So yea, Happy birthday little one. You're the bestest friend I've ever had. I still love you even tho u think its not cool for us to hangout anymore.. lol

Haha. He looks malay here..

xoxo

pornst*r!

Listening to John Legend's Stay with you

IGNORE MY LAST POST! haha!

I was just having an emotional day...

I woke up today with a smile on my face cause I now know that I have nothing to be worried about. Thanks to my wonderful friends.. =)

Anyway, the raya holidays are starting and I can't wait to go back home. I kinda miss it there!

I'm looking forward to a few thing this coming week.. first would be raya with my cousins! Then my beloved brother's 18th birthday.. wohooo! And finally, the webisodes on 8tv! weeee! I'm excited already...

xoxo

Wanna know a secret?

The year 08 and 09 is just one of those fuckd up years for me! The years that you'd never wanna turn and look back on cause nothing good ever happened...

I told myself, never to look back and regret the things I did even tho it basically ruined the trust and faith that my parents had in me...

Its because that I believe that everything happens for a reason keeps me breathing..

I'm in love with life and I'm not planning to throw it all away by running away from mistakes, heartbreaks and those other fuckd up things..

Cause growing up I was thought to face whatever that comes, good or bad. I was never thought to run away from responsibilities.. that is who I am and who I will be. No one or nothing would ever change that...

To him,
The one I love dearly
You're everything to me
But I'm not gonna
Let you stand in my way
I Love You


xoxo

New York New York!

Everytime I hear someone say New York my heart beats faster.. The show has already started online and we're so close to the finale. I believe I've already reach my dreams without even winning it.. =)

The press conference went pretty well yesterday. I didnt really like the mc tho. He made it sound like I was a coward! I mean he didnt have to, it was written all over my face anyway..he, saying it made it worse! My weakness would still be standing in front of a crowd with a whole bunch of people I don't knw. I freaked out weyh! But yea, I'm gonna try hard to work on tht confidence of mine..

SO yea, have you guys watch the show online? lol. Have you seen my profile video? Well, if you haven't.. you should go! I'l post the link at the end of this post. Don't be lazy.. all you have to do is wait till it loads n watch it. thts all! lol
To those of you who have watched.. what do you think?? lol. Omg, I think the rest did okay. Not to say tht i didnt. Just that i didnt really like how i look in the vid n they way my mouth was moving cause i look and sound like my brother..shittts! But anyway, glad I made some of ya'l laugh. But to those who watched and didnt understand what i was saying..i suggest you watch it again n again..well thts wht my parents did. lol.

HERE IS THE LINK! http://www.8tv.com.my/simplyfabulous/

xoxo